So scary that I started breaking my household things and shouting “why did I take it”. When I go outside People started staring at to me due to my sadness. Feeling is just like I had lost some of my body part. Before, pre ssri, I get highly aroused and within a next day of masturbation. but after 5 day of withdrawal I can’t get even a semi erection. Worst I lost my Job, my relatives, my friends, my soul, my personality, and my bank balance.